Hoh-Li-Day

Finally, I could get rid of the baggage on my shoulder. I feel so relieved and free but it's temporary as I've to give in. I'm short of cash and I've to really get a job for the next three months. Nonetheless, it has been a great holiday so far with lots of good sunshine and soothing rain. I just feel like enjoying myself to the fullest till the beginning of December where I'll start a job in a call center locating within the Golden Triangle, most probably (I still have the luxury to call off the appointment, but it would be best if that doesn't happen).

Somehow, I want to make this holiday the best possible holiday ever with lots of new things to learn and most of all, I have the time and space to finish up, reading my books. What's better than getting myself another additional of 3 books, which I hope to finish reading them in 2 weeks time?! Obviously, it sounds great to me! There was a good bargain of books in MPH where they have special offer of 'threebies': Blink - The Power of Thinking Without Thinking (Malcolm Gladwell); Freakonomics (Steven D. Levitt and Stephen J. Dubner); and The World Is Flat (Thomas L. Friedman).

The MPH Special Offer of 'Threebies' will still remain unwrapped till I finish reading the book that I'm currently reading now, Falling Leaves (Adeline Yen Mah).

Among the books in the wrapping are:

Blink - The Power of Thinking Without Thinking (Malcolm Gladwell)

The World Is Flat (Thomas L. Friedman)


Freakonomics (Steven D. Levitt and Stephen J. Dubner)

This holiday is indeed a time for me to relax (body & mind), reflect (self), recharge (energy) and reload (money). :) God bless.

Jigsaw

I would never wish that someday I would look back and think of how everything was like being in the past when it was just yesterday that I had the most wonderful time. I realised that letting go isn't as easy as it sounds. It's already more than a year since we've last talked to each other and I still think that there are plenty of clarifications that have yet to be made since she uttered the saddest words to me. I'm not being a saddist or something as I'm now living a wonderful life with someone I love but the thought of her keeps coming back.

I wonder whether is it the point where I couldn't accept the fact that we couldn't even be friends. What was it that I really had done wrong that had resulted the outcome which was worse than being caught red handed for two-timing? Funny as it seems, I wouldn't really want to bring this up but I wish she's reading this now. I've a wonderful lady with me now and I wouldn't wanna spoil the things in life that I'm having right now. I'm enjoying every bits of it but somehow, the thought of missing a puzzle to complete the jigsaw is haunting me badly now. When will the time come where each slot of questions in my head will be filled in with answers to solve the greatest jigsaw in my life? I wonder...