Christmas Eve 2006

Never thought I'll be out in the streets for Christmas Eve. Lucky for me, there were friends who want to enjoy the night view in the city and invited me along. Thanks, Mofa and Mike. Lol. And so, we headed to Bukit Bintang where all the young people (majority under 18, aiks) have fun at the streets, spraying each other with foams and sticky stuff, yucks! Below are some of the snapshots of the area, approaching midnight.







Anyway, the outing is slightly below expectation. I didn't even know that the Christmas has arrived after 12.00am. No countdown, no cheer. Nothing. Afterall, I still prefer and definitely enjoy church trips on the night of Christmas eve. There goes my Christmas eve in 2006 while I await the return of Christine to KL to celebrate our 1st Christmas together.

God bless and Merry Christmas.

"More Than Lovers" Couple

I wonder who's that girl who actually covered her face for being caught red handed "pak toh"ing with Bro Aaron in 1 Utama last November (Forgive me for the late posting)? Hmm... With the ice cream waffle story in my head too, an interesting story which couldn't stop me from laughing whenever I think of this couple.

And I'll always remember what Bro Aaron claimed of themselves, as in the event of trying to deny any allegations that they've started meeting each other, "We're not together, not lovers,.... we're more than lovers!" I was like, "Huh?! More than lovers??? Wow! Please gimme a clue on how could that be?..." Lol.

However, they've failed to define what did they mean with the phrase, 'More than lovers'. Anyway, I guess I already have the answer in my head. I leave it to the readers on what did they actually mean with the phrase... Bro Aaron and Sis SH, I've posted this at last!

God bless.

As I Watched Her...

Moments when I really enjoyed every second of looking at her from a distance. As sweet as she can be, it's really delighting to know that her happiness lives in my blood too.

For me, she's just a simple and ordinary girl but she's been extraordinarily wonderful standing always next to me during times when I need her the most.

Every step she made with me has totally changed my life as she left behind memories that are sweet enough to make look back and think that I'm being loved...

Cherishing every minute together brings me sweet happiness as I lay my eyes on her.

At times I might seem ignorant and I'm pretty sure that it annoys her but nevertheless, I never take her for granted even for a second.

Time flies and it's been a year since she first opened her door to her heart for me. I remember really clearly that it was not long after midnight that I heard her serene voice accompanying my lonely Christmas in 2005. Without a doubt, no words could describe how much she meant to me. I know how her presence gives light onto me and people around without any hesitation.

Merry Christmas, and 2006 indeed, is a great year with her as a company, partner, lover and friend who can go through so much together. I love you, Baby. One year is not easy and I'm looking forward to many wonderful years to come.

Bits From My Working Life...

Started my work in HP Menara Olympia on the December 4th, where I was working under the ITS department. Like what dear Edwin mentioned, HP-KLCC (I was left wondering when I first heard of the word 'HP-KLCC' where it actually stands for 'Hewlett Packard - Kuala Lumpur CONTACT Center' instead of Kuala Lumpur CITY or CONVENTION Center) is our new playground. Since the first week, it's always more than 12 hours work per day, everyday and that's including going back to the office on some of the weekends. It's kind of obvious that the job is really demanding and that it takes up a lot of our time for ourselves. Doing sales over the phone is somehow a whole new experience for me and nonetheless, the experience is awesome. It's indeed a great company where I learned most things that I've never imagine learning before. Thumbs up for HP!

Here are some snapshots from the office...




Kathryn, with her sign language... on our 2nd day at work. We were still under training back then, while waiting for the ORT.


Our dear colleagues in HP, the "closest bunch", showing off our Christmas gifts from the company. Believe it or not, 8 out of 9 people shown in the picture are from TBS!


Thanks to Cain for this photoshot. He was boring enough to play with my mobile and took a couple of shots of people around as well, while waiting for daily debriefing.


Another photoshot taken by Cain while waiting for daily debriefing. In the picture (From left): Edwin, Jason, Crab - Yan Liang and Boy - Cal-Vin.



Life's never easy working in a big company like HP. Fortunately, I have met with friends and colleagues who are really cheerful, crazy at times and fun to be with and that has definitely brightened up my days of tolerance and passion driven job. Thanks guys and working in HP would never be the same without your laughter and crazy jokes. :)

God bless.

Sharing

It's really pleasant to see the new LCEB in TBS taking shape. Although being quite tied up to work currently. I've tried not to miss any chance of LC activities running recently. As a mean of sharing with all members of AIESEC in Taylor's Business School and to empower them, I've written an e-mail to the LC Yahoo!Group as below:

"Greetings to all,

I'm really happy and delighted to see many new faces and a high spirited LCEB team willing to drive the LC further. For those who have no idea of who I am, my name is Melvin and I've been in AIESEC for 3 years and counting. Allow me to share with you of a story which has never been told before, story of how AIESEC in TBS started young and how it's grown so much to what we have today.

What prompted me to join this organisation was the INTERNATIONAL involvement among members and in my mind, I was thinking, "Will I be forced to go around the world where I don't even have enough money to go even to Singapore?!" But in my mind, I was thinking, why don't I give a try to see how far would this organisation bring me? Deep down, I wished TBS could sponsor me to go abroad if necessary... =P Back then was not as fortunate as now. I can still remember the condition of the LC when I first step into my first LC meeting. It was in a class in 4th floor where our meeting was spearheaded by a few members from the Members Committee back then in 2004. They're busy talking about the coming national conference back in June 2004 then. Honestly i was so left out as all I could see was adult looking members talking in alien languages.

I admit that I was quite left out back then as I didn't see the relevance of what AIESEC brings to the society and most importantly, to me. I didn't get much news from AIESEC in TBS either. I was left like that until I was involved in career fair back in the same year. It was nice to see AIESEC TBS members around which was about 10 people back then. In that year too, it's where we had our 1st AIESEC event which was the HIV/AIDS day then. Nice year indeed in AIESEC but I'm not shy to admit that I still hadn't found much of what AIESEC meant to me. However, there's something about this organisation that i wanted to explore about. For me, I guessed that there would be more than just gathering of members who act adults, career fairs and HIV/AIDS initiatives.

2005 - was where changes took place. The team back then was experiencing much pressure from the TBS management and the Members Committee. I was made the Vice President of Information Systems and of course, I was quite doubtful of my capabilities but I decided that it's time for me to grow up and to see how far I can achieve. Honestly, the LCEB back then was quite volatile and vulnerable. We don't see a concrete foundation for the LC to stand on as we did not see any support given by the mentor LC, UKM or the MC then. It was when the team almost gave up hope on the sustainability of the LC. Problems after problems were giving much burden to the members and especially the LCEBs. It was when I've decided that I've to do something to help the LC before everyone really gives up hope on it. Towards the end of the term, I've made myself prepared of the challenges ahead when I've bothered quite a lot of AIESEC members around the country to assist me in my journey to find the real relevance of AIESEC to me and to give me a real picture of what AIESEC means to the society and myself. After then, there was no turning back... I gave most people in AIESEC tough time to obtain things that I want to have. Believe it or not, what feared most towards the end, was none other than building up an LC from people who've almost no knowledge of what AIESEC is all about and the relevance of its existence in our local chapter. Approaching the end of 2005, I was made Local Committee President of a "near hopeless" Local Commitee. I was told to build the LC from scratch after most "experienced" members left for Australia to complete their studies. I had a great time with the predecessors as they made me realised that problems are real problems when you keep emphasising on them and how they gave you tough times, but they would be real positive challenges when you seek into the root of the problems and find solutions in them.

2006 - A year of many "first"s to me in AIESEC. First LCPM, first LLDS, first Xchange realisation, first EGM, first AGM, first SN recruitment campaign and of course, my first taste of leadership in an organisation besides my first road to facilitating conferences. For me, it's a great year where I've attended several international conferences, especially to the Philippines for the APXLDS (Asia Pacific X Leadership Development Seminar) - my first taste of real international conference. I realised that AIESEC was where the impossible happens. I would never think of myself knowing friends from around the world and being close to them. Frankly speaking, I've friends from over 30 different countries with different nationalities and culture and we're still keeping in touch. The LC was at its turning point when a few members came into the family towards the end of April, not long after our 1st LLDS. Somehow I knew then that these group of young and talented members would be the pioneers of the LC who'll spearhead the LC to a stronger and capable LC which will be able to produce young graduates with leadership skills and high competency. Anyway, this is what AIESEC about. Making an impact along the journey of learning, not to oneself but to people around.

These are the gems which I've collected along the way of my journey through AIESEC and I would like to share them with you:

Willing to understand yourself better and seek opportunities which are best for self-development through what AIESEC offers.
Expectations are best set among teams in LC and the general members in the LC itself in every beginnning to create understanding and to avoid unnecessary conflicts in the LC.
Learn to challenge yourself to explore more than what you intend to know or do as you may not realise how it may change the ways of how you look into things that are happening around you and the world.
Every chapter of challenges along the journey in AIESEC
Ask me what AIESEC is, and I shall tell you that "it is the most powerful learning experience" in one life
Reality about the world is what you obtain from the process of communicating with members within the AIESEC network, exists in over 90 countries - what brought around by the press aren't necessarily true
Never turn away from opportunities to learn and develop the potential in you and one of the many great ways are through AIESEC

WE LEARN and learning it's an ongoing and neverending process of a human life. I've chosen my learning path and which is through AIESEC. I hope more students in Taylor's Business School would not shy away from opportunities to discover and develop the potential in them and whether they're willing to learn, it's up to them!

AIESEC, a great family around the world indeed. "

A brief history of my involvement and how it had shaped me. I wished I could tell more but unfortunately, I've to work early morning tomorrow and my mind is going to black out anytime soon so gotta hit the sack shortly. Nevertheless, I hope they'll get the point of what I'm trying to tell them. :) God bless.

Hoh-Li-Day

Finally, I could get rid of the baggage on my shoulder. I feel so relieved and free but it's temporary as I've to give in. I'm short of cash and I've to really get a job for the next three months. Nonetheless, it has been a great holiday so far with lots of good sunshine and soothing rain. I just feel like enjoying myself to the fullest till the beginning of December where I'll start a job in a call center locating within the Golden Triangle, most probably (I still have the luxury to call off the appointment, but it would be best if that doesn't happen).

Somehow, I want to make this holiday the best possible holiday ever with lots of new things to learn and most of all, I have the time and space to finish up, reading my books. What's better than getting myself another additional of 3 books, which I hope to finish reading them in 2 weeks time?! Obviously, it sounds great to me! There was a good bargain of books in MPH where they have special offer of 'threebies': Blink - The Power of Thinking Without Thinking (Malcolm Gladwell); Freakonomics (Steven D. Levitt and Stephen J. Dubner); and The World Is Flat (Thomas L. Friedman).

The MPH Special Offer of 'Threebies' will still remain unwrapped till I finish reading the book that I'm currently reading now, Falling Leaves (Adeline Yen Mah).

Among the books in the wrapping are:

Blink - The Power of Thinking Without Thinking (Malcolm Gladwell)


The World Is Flat (Thomas L. Friedman)


Freakonomics (Steven D. Levitt and Stephen J. Dubner)

This holiday is indeed a time for me to relax (body & mind), reflect (self), recharge (energy) and reload (money). :) God bless.

Jigsaw

I would never wish that someday I would look back and think of how everything was like being in the past when it was just yesterday that I had the most wonderful time. I realised that letting go isn't as easy as it sounds. It's already more than a year since we've last talked to each other and I still think that there are plenty of clarifications that have yet to be made since she uttered the saddest words to me. I'm not being a saddist or something as I'm now living a wonderful life with someone I love but the thought of her keeps coming back.

I wonder whether is it the point where I couldn't accept the fact that we couldn't even be friends. What was it that I really had done wrong that had resulted the outcome which was worse than being caught red handed for two-timing? Funny as it seems, I wouldn't really want to bring this up but I wish she's reading this now. I've a wonderful lady with me now and I wouldn't wanna spoil the things in life that I'm having right now. I'm enjoying every bits of it but somehow, the thought of missing a puzzle to complete the jigsaw is haunting me badly now. When will the time come where each slot of questions in my head will be filled in with answers to solve the greatest jigsaw in my life? I wonder...

Shopaholic Me?

Just realised how much I've spent in a month plus or so. It went straight to my head and left me with the question whether "Am I turning into a shopaholic?" The term 'shopaholic' creates an unfamiliar term on me and like most of the modern people in the world, I turned to the Internet for answers and solutions. Found this article in the bankrate.com by Jay MacDonald:

"You might be a shopaholic if...

When shopaholic becomes a problem

What do women want? In order of preference, most female compulsive shoppers buy clothes, shoes, jewelry, makeup and compact discs.

Men? Clothing, shoes, electronics (TVs, stereos, computers, etc.), hardware and CDs.

Sounds normal enough, right? So how does compulsive shopping differ from your last trip to the mall?

"Well, they don't buy one CD, they buy 10 CDs at a time," says Black. "They might buy five skirts, all the same, perhaps in different shades or slightly different styles, where a normal buyer would identify a need for something new or attend a sale and buy one item."

Benson notes that shopaholics overspend on services as well as goods.

"I had one patient who had her hair blown dry maybe two or three times a week. Between the color, the cut and the blow-dry, she was spending at least $200 if not $250 a week on her hair, and that didn't include all the hair products," she says.

Some shopaholics have more eccentric tastes, though they are by far the minority. Black had one patient who was addicted to Beanie Babies, another who compulsively bought garden figurines; Benson treated a man who only bought compulsively for his camper."

And this is freaky. A camera handphone, some clothes, a pair of sandals, a badminton racquet and a pair of shoes, and a guitar in a month. I've to really sort this symptom out to avoid more unnecessary spending. Perhaps I should really do some serious budgetting. Lol.

God bless.

Bangkok Trip 2006

Since my last blog post, which was on the National Day, many things had happened. Christine's convocation, Bangkok trip, rushing for assignment deadlines and the most recent one, the AIESEC in Taylor's Business School Extraordinary General Meet (EGM) 2006/2007 which was held last 27th September 2006. At last, I get to step down as the President of AIESEC in TBS. I've been waiting for this day for so long, not because I can't stand being in that position but seeing the members taking up leadership positions in organisation, great feeling indeed. The mentioned events that had taken place are the highlights in the month of September.

However, the most interesting event in September 2006, was the trip to Bangkok, Thailand. Besides shop, shop, shop and shop, we've visited few places that I've never visited before during my last trip there. Here are some of the snapshots of the trip:

Thong Lo is an area in the Sukhumvit district. That's where we stayed during our 6-day trip in Bangkok. Nice and peaceful area which not many entertainment but most tourists' choice of getting an accomodation in. How I wish I've actually taken a shot of the hotel that we've stayed. Lol.
Here I am, playing with handguns as being one of my motive in travelling to Bangkok. Christine and I had a few trainings in the shooting range in the Crocodile Farm in Semutprakan, outskirt of Bangkok. My shots have got much better compared to my last trip there. At least, more than 50% of the shots fired hit the target.

No doubt, for most of you that haven't tried playing with guns (besides virtual gun firing in the famous game, Counterstrike), Bangkok might be one of the places that gives you an experience in handling weapons like that. Take your time aiming with the real thing!

Not forgetting some shots of the crocodiles that roam the Crocodile Farm. Freaky...

Christine and I in Chatuchak Market, the famous weekend market in Bangkok. We shopped a lot and actually, that's what we've been doing for the past 6 days in the country.

Besides shopping, we've actually visited a few places of interest such as the Royal Palace. It's interesting to see how most of the buildings in the palace are covered in shiny pure gold, including the statues and walls too. Nice place indeed!

See! Pork burgers! Forgive me as there are no pork burgers in Malaysia and the burgers aren't as big as the Thai's McD burgers. Thumbs up for the McDonald's in Thailand!

After all, it's a memorable trip in Bangkok. Travelling with Christine has indeed produced some enchanted moments and we've defintely enjoyed ourselves very much there. We're fortunate to return just in time before the Thai military staged a coup in the capital of the country. I can't imagine myself trapped and stuck in the country as a result of the closure of the airport then. We consider ourselves really, really lucky to escape that.

As for now, we're back in business again. Christine's back to work and I'm back to rush to complete my assignments to meet deadlines. At the same time, we're seeking for new travel destinations and I plan to go somewhere out of the South East Asia. Hong Kong or Melbourne might be a good pick. But before that, have to seek for extra sources of income to make our planned trips possible. Hope they'll turn out well. :)

God bless.

Lessons

Alright, done with my Case Study presentation about Bundy going to Korea... Thank goodness that nothing major happened but i did slack in a few areas:

1. Late in attending the tutorial which almost resulted in deduction of presentation marks.
I was in the class earlier than everyone else and the tutor knew that too. A few minutes before the class started, I've actually realised that I forgot to print out a copy of the powerpoint handout of my presentation to the tutor. Therefore, I rushed to the computer lab to do so. Unfortunately, I ran out of quota and requested a favour from a friend who in the end, didn't realise that her quota had finished too. Spent almost 15 minutes in the lab which finally got my handout printed by a stranger who had pity on me. Lol.

2. Poor time management when presenting.
Time allocated : 5 minutes
Time used: 7 minutes
Over time: 2 minutes (Marks was deducted for this reason)

3. Too many slides for 5 minutes presentation.
Although I've enough and strong facts to cover the whole case study's issue, 13 slides for 5 minutes were a bit excessive. Time spent on each slide was average 40-50 seconds. This eventually led to the above (2) setback.

4. Report couldn't be submitted on time
I was told that the report submission mustn't necessarily be done on the same day. It was a wrong information and therefore, marks were deducted for the delay in submission of the case study report. Furthermore, it's a bit hectic for me as I would have to come out with the 3000 words long report in less than 14 hours time. Headache for me on this matter...

At the end, everything goes well. Never thought I could last the whole lecture through from 1.00pm to 2.15pm (an hour and a quarter lecture, which was surprisingly short) after finishing my case study presention at 10.20am and had a sleepless night before that. What's up for me now? Getting the case study report done and study! I don't have much time left to study for the mid term examinations as I was just told that I've to put up a night in PD as my session will be postponed from evening till night. It would be too late to leave after my session. Solution? I would leave straight after my breakfast to rush home to study.

Sleepy eyes now as it's already 3.24am, 31st August 2006. Went to Taman Tun Dr Ismail at 8.00pm, last night for a farewell dinner of Daan and Sake, the Dutch ambassadors who'll be leaving later in the morning. Proceed to a Merdeka Day countdown in Savana, near Dang Wangi where Christine and I met the interns and friends for some dancing and drinking activities. Lol. I'll be having an LLDS UPM Facilitators Meeting tomorrow in Mid Valley Megamall at 10.00am. Therefore, I've to hit the sack right now or else I won't make it on time. My puncuality has turned bad and really gotta do something about it. Signing off now.

Melvin

Expectations

I found that there are actually plenty of people who read this blog of mine and they've asked me to write more to keep them updated about me. Well, here you go. I'll try to blog as regularly as I can. :)

Firstly, what's in my mind now is my presentation this Wednesday and eventually, mid-semester examinations. 4 Ds for the mid-sem. Possible? Of course they do, aren't they? But they can't be achieved by just uttering them in words. It requires action and therefore, to really sit down, study and do well, are just what I'm going to do for the next five days. Talking about preparations, I've a case study presentation this Wednesday - Bundy Goes to Korea. Some issues on market entry by Australian's famous spirit, Bundaberg with the famous polar bear mascot, into Korean market. Tough one as I have yet to read through the given entry strategies yet. Lol. Hopefully everything will turn out well for me, as I did last week for my IMR Case study presentation. :)

I'm picking up badminton again after so long when the racquet has already been covered in dusts. I've been playing quite regularly on a weekly basis, thanks to Christine dear in pushing me to take up the racquet again and breaking a few aged strings :P. Tuesdays and Sundays are the days where I'll be working my wrist, shoulder, arms, legs and buttock to chase after a merely 10g shuttlecock flying around the court. Besides that, I enjoy badminton on Sundays especially, when I actually admiring how Christine looks like when she's playing (i've never told her that. Hehe...). I've to admit that I really like girls who love and enjoy sports. Anyway, I miss my football/futsal too. I can't wait to kick the ball again...


In two weeks time, Christine and I will be on our way for our first overseas vacation to Bangkok, Thailand. I can foresee this to be a great trip as I'll be able to meet my Thai AIESECer friends
who've been persuading me to go to their beloved country for quite some time already. The best thing is I'll be able to meet Sake (a close friend of mine in AIESEC, a Dutch ambassador) who'll be there for a four-month student exchange program. Something I'm looking forward to, for now, I can't wait to finish my exams and prepare to go abroad (sounds AIESECy, I know) for a week vacation. Leaving for Bangkok in the evening of 12th September and returning to KL in the afternoon of 17th September, I'll definitely go to places where I've never been during my last trip in Bangkok two years ago.

I wonder what will be happening in the city when I'm there because it would be great to experience some local events. However, my emphasis is still SHOPPING! Since I enjoy shopping so much, it's time to shop till I drop there. I was paying extra for my tickets for a filght back on Sunday as I do not want to miss the weekend market in Chatuchak. I really want to enjoy my holiday to the fullest because coming back means I'm back to business again. It's time to take some time off from what I'm doing in Malaysia.


Anyway, before I get ahead with my mid-semester exam, I'll be attending an LLDS conference by UPM as a facilitator in Port Dickson. Another challenge for me as I'm facilitating another Local conference in a well established AIESEC chapter in Malaysia. I've done UTM, and now, UPM and next, not sure... NLDS in USM perhaps? My major concern is, do I have sufficient time to study for my exams after a day of my weekend is taken to do the above mentioned task? It's all about time management anyway because nobody forces me to take up the facilitator role except myself. It's a responsibility taken by myself and it'll be definitely fulfilling to see me succeeding the role and doing well in the exams as well.

Bottomline is, I hope that everything will turn out well as I'm really optimistic about things that will be coming next. They seem good to conclude this year as a great year for me. I'm pretty sure it will. :) BCAoTY, that'll be great to celebrate the milestone in my life.

God bless.

Mourn

Life is like a roller-coster. I must admit it. Not only it goes up, down, diagonally, horizontally and upside-down, it also faces faulty and be consumed by time. Take into account its life as well. It has to be serviced regularly or else its life will end anyway.



It's almost 22 days since Rosline has left us, but what she left in me was far more than a memory. I might not be the best of her friends but her departure has definitely left a mark in me and her, I'm sure. Remembering the day when I waited for her for almost 3 hours for her to be pushed out from the surgery room during her 1st admittance to UM Medical Center. There was a distinct feeling when I saw her being pushed out from the elevator and into the ward. And how her tears rolled when she saw me... I questioned my intention to be there for her? What's in me that drive me to do that? And how I touched her hair and appreciate her existence in my life... What was I telling myself then? I didn't know. I finally got the answer a day before she left the beautiful world and before I manage to tell her how she's touched my life till the final day she's alive. May the Lord bless her soul in finding eternal peace forever. Below is really a beautiful poem for her, posted by Jillyn in dotwrite.blogspot.com.:


IF YOU'RE EVER GOING TO LOVE ME

If you're ever going to love me, love me now, while I can know
All the sweet and tender feelings which from real affection flow.
Love me now, while I am living; do not wait till I am gone
And then chisel it in marble - warm love words on ice-cold stone.

If you've dear, sweet thoughts about me, why not whisper them to me?
Don't you know it would make me happy and as glad as glad can be?
If you wait till I am sleeping, ne'er to waken here again,
There'll be walls of earth between us and I couldn't hear you then.

If you knew someone was thirsting for a drop of water sweet,
Would you be so slow to bring it? Would you step with laggard feet?
There are tender hearts all 'round us who are thirsting for our love;
Why withhold from them what nature makes them crave all else above?

I won't need your kind words when the grass grows o'er my face.
I won't crave your love or kisses in my last low resting place.
So then, if you love me any, if it's but a little bit,
Let me know it now while we are living so I can own and treasure it.

~Author unknown~


Thanks, Jill for such a beautiful posting.
God bless.

Moving On

1 down, 3 to go...
I can't stand the pressure of this semester's exam yet there's a lack of initiative for me to do something about it. It's been the same thing re-occuring since the 1st semester of my degree programme. Positively and optimistically, I would take it as the end of another subject. I don't wanna see these subjects again, not anytime soon. They will all be over in about a week time. After then, it'll be a time where I can finish reading up the books that have been so tempting to be read. Never get the chance to really read every single page peacefully without worrying whether is it right for me to read these books rather than my acedemic textbooks. Not really a bad idea to become a bookworm for the semester break, isn't it? Lol.

For the semester break, all I want is just to spend more time with the loveliest girl in my life, besides hanging out at the gym, badminton court, football field, basketball court, in front of the TV (World Cup, yeah!) and reading, of course. Not forgetting, AIESEC office too. Can't wait to be free, or partially free. However, spending more time with my sweetheart is still what I really hoping for. Despite all the work that's been in-line for me this holiday, I really hope that it's possible to go on a vacation with her. It's been a long time since our last vacation in Penang. :) Something can be planned out, I'm sure.


TIll then, keep my fingers cross so that I can go through my finals well. That's the priority now and I'm on my way to the office to study (Yeah, I know it's weird to study in the office instead of places like the library or college but it has a nicer environment). A paper on this Friday, another one on Monday, the last one on Wednesday and I'm done for the final exams. Lol.

Melvin

Exam

It's time of the year again for the finals! Final exam I mean. After working for AIESEC for almost the whole semester, I feel so left out from the academic world... And I only have about less than a week to catch up on 12 to 13 lectures for 4 subjects. It's very difficult, but not impossible. I'm not a person who'll burn midnight oil. I rather sleep early to make sure my body and mind are fully fit for the next day to do whatever I have to do, including study, of course.

However, I've difficulty concentrating. It's so distracting when things keep popping out in my mind. :P When I feel distracted, this is what I do...















:)















:D















:P

...taking photos! How I wish my mind is like a camera... Just snap and it's in my mind! Lol.

Melvin

Pursue

Time flies. It's exam soon and it's finals time. This semester has been a tough one... and a dangerous one too. I feel like falling off anytime soon. I must really have a more solid ground to stand on, which means I've to really catch up in the basics of all the subjects that I'm taking this sem, which is... 4 subjects and 12 lectures each in 3 weeks time. That's possibly the most shocking and the craziest thing in my life that I've ever done. Believe me. I've to go through somehow. No choice... I'm not financially ready to repeat any subjects.

What about AIESEC?
Finally, the LC is seeing results. 4 realizations in 2 months? Seem possible enough. It may not be something great compare to any LCs in Malaysia but it's a great achievement for TBS to start off with. Most of the hardwork done in the 1st half of the LC term are paid off in the form of a good performance result in exchange. However, the real test is emerging - A challenge to produce a system which is sustainable and measurable. An organization without a proper structure, financial and people system can be looked as a tree without a strong root - It tends to fall easily when being blown by the wind. First, it has to start from communication system. When there's a systematic communication which stretches down from the LCP to the VPs, and from the VPs to the executives and members, and vice versa, the communication flow will eventually be more effective. Besides that, it provides an opportunity for the VPs to be more innovative and creative in seeking for solutions for a variety of matters and problems. It also creates opportunity for the VPs to take charge of their own departments, to have power to make decisions on their own and at the same time, to let the members know that the VPs are who they can turn to if they need any help or guidance.

I can foresee that the first step in improving communication flow will lead to the next step which is to improve on functionality of department. How does it happen? When communication flow is good and the VPs have control on their own department, the departmental goals will be better focused and these will keep the departments functioning as they are supposed to, with contributions from all members from all level of responsiblity. I believe the LC can achieve more than what we're achieving now when all above mentioned are happening. What's more than having all systems functioning at the same time and the existence of a dynamism in the interrelating departments in the LC.

Whether we can make it happens, it's up to us!

Melvin

FUTSAL Game, 4th April 2006

Thank goodness. I scored in my new shoes!

My FUTSAL Statistics
4-April-2006, Sports Barn PJ

Attack
Goals scored:
2
Penalty goals:
0
Shots on target:
3
Shots off target:
2
Hit woodwork:
0
Passes completed:
6
Passes not completed:
4

Defence
Saves:
0
Shots blocked:
0
Interceptions:
2
Penalties conceded:
0
Own goals:
0

Discipline:
Handballs:
0
Fouls:
1

Good Day

Had a good day today from the moment I opened my eyes. Well, I've experienced a breakdown of the laptop last night. It came at a wrong time where I have great loads of work during then. It was really bad... I remembered once my friend told me that technology will tend to let you down when it's critical and when you need it the most. I guess it's quite true, after last night. =P
So, I went to send my laptop to be fixed at a shop in Low Yatt Plaza today but how was I to know, the moment I tried to show the difficulty I was experiencing to the person in charge of the shop, the laptop came back to life and worked normally. What a weird thing to be thought of... and there I went, going back with a recovered laptop without opening any parts of it, and most importantly, without spending a single ringgit to repair it.

I realised that I've to get a pair of shoes for indoor soccer games because my current shoes are breaking apart. Got myself a pair of Adidas shoes...again... It shows the reliability of the brand anyway. Besides the design, I love the quality of the material. It'll be making a debut tomorrow in a game at 10pm. It'll be great if I score tomorrow in my new shoes. Can't wait till tomorrow comes...



My new Adidas Predito II TF. Hope to score in my 1st debut in it...

Happy Birthday, April!

Although this post comes a bit late, hope she doesn't mind. It's her birthday on the 1st April.
"Happy birthday to you, April. I want to take this opportunity to tell you that you're a great girl indeed, at least in my heart. Take care and all the best for your future undertakings! Till then, see you on Monday!"

God bless her in whatever she does. =)


April & I Posted by Picasa

Reach

Of all the things that I want to do so badly now, I would want to fly away again to a land far far away and forget all the things that are knocking like hammers around my head, for a while. It feels like as the passion in me is taking its toll on me. I wish I have all the time in the world to make things happen. I realised that I've not much time in a year to turn things around. As a person who has a thirst on success, given passion and commitment, I hate failures. I just want everyone to know that I'm just like anyone, but what makes me different is not only the experience I have but the will to learn through self discovery. I believe everyone will be much better if they're willing to learn without depending too much on others for directions. Acting alone isn't easy. I've just have to wait for this talents to be shaped into the great ones. Hopefully, by the end of the month I would have the elites of the elites. I really hope they are not far away...

Refreshed

Sitting in the warm AM office now, in front of my very own laptop, I've just realized that I've never been blogging for ages. Feels like I've lost touch with my blogger. Well, many things had happened in the absence from my blogging activity, and they are good and bad ones to be frank. On top of all, I'm glad that I've gone to the Philippines for the XPROs.

Though a hectic one, the conference was awesome. The people I've met there were truly inspiring and never before it crosses my mind I'll gain much from the conference, given my moderate knowledge in AIESEC. It has defintely made me a better AIESECer in one of the millions in the world.

Held in the beautiful island of Bohol, the sea and the sky were really adding to the value of experience of the conference here. It was breathtaking at night too as millions of stars filling the sky of the wonderful Bohol Tropics Resort and for a few nights the delegates enjoyed the beautiful stars, lying next to the sea.

Least to say, the travelling activity was a hectic one. Rushing from one flight to another, it was disappointing in experiencing flight delays and followed by missing the last ferry trip of the day to Bohol Island which I was forced to put up a night in Cebu. Glad to say, it's not a bad one as I got to experience Cebu for a while, alone. Overall, it's an unforgettable experience in the Philippines. Should consider of going there again in the near future... ;) It would be a different experience, I assume.

God bless.



A beautiful view in Bohol Tropics Resort Posted by Picasa

Hope

It's Saturday today and the week is approaching the end. My brain has been overworking for the LC and I've thought of a bundle of approaches and ways to ensure that the LC is sustainable. What's the cause that the LC is moving so slow? I've received numerous comments like, "No worries, it's still early", "You've to teach your EBs instead of you handling the LC alone", "Your LC gonna make it, don't worry..."and etc. To be frank, it was tough for me and disbanding the LC was one of the options but of course, I'm not a person who will give up that easily. Earlier this year, my reason for fighting over the existence of the LC was because I knew that there's someone in the EB, RL who has the same will with me to bring the LC towards full status. However, I wasn't assured that she'll stay with me after the promotion of the LC. The issue of sustainability came to mind. After a series of deep thoughts in a few days, suddenly a bell rang. I realized that I've a couple of talented new people who will be bold enough to take the LC to the level where I've been aiming for. Instead of spending so much time in training the current EBs, I will focus on these people and they'll be trained personally by me myself and RL has agreed to help.

Therefore, last Tuesday, the Elite6 of LCTBS was formed. Consists of 6 bright, young, driven and talented newbies, They're carefully selected judging by whether these people can work together as a group, and they are already showing some positive signs of being attached to the LC, not to mention their teamwork. The term 'Elite6' has shown that they're bound to gel up as an Elite team in the LC. The role of importance they're playing might be better and more than what the current EBs are playing. And they did! Their first task is to organize LLDS for the LC. It's not a hard yet challenging job as they've to race against time (in less than 28 days and a target of 40 participants) to come up with the 1st initiative of a Local Committee's step to organize a conference for the members. I've been observing their performance and I'm pretty sure that they'll be the pioneer of the proper system of management in the LC when they've taken over from the current EBs. I believe they'll make it happen...

王力宏 - Kiss Goodbye (LeeHom - Kiss Goodbye)

Baby不要再哭泣
Baby DonÂ’t cry anymore
这一幕多么熟悉
This is too familiar
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
Grasping each others’ hands tight,can’t bear to be apart
每一次想开口
Everytime I try to open my mouth
但不如保持安静
But maybe I should just be silent
给我一分钟专心
Give me a moment to concentrate
好好欣赏你的美
To appreciate your beauty well


幸福搭配悲伤
Happiness matches sorrow
痛是在我心交叉
Overlapping in my heart
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
The tears held back can’t test love’s meaning
付出的爱收不回
Love that has been given can’t be returned
还欠你的我不能给
And I can’t give what I owe you
别把我心也带走 去跟随~
Don’t take my heart away too Following you~


每一次和你分开
Everytime I have to be apart from you
深深的被你打败
Deeply defeated by you
每一次放弃你的温柔
Everytime give up on your gentleness
痛苦 难以释怀
I suffer Get over my emotions difficultly

每一次和你分开
Everytime I have to be apart from you
每一次kiss you Goodbye
Everytime I kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
I can finally understand what’s love

Another Week...

My laptop is letting me down again. This time, the adapter cable can hardly be detected. The laptop power will remain uncharged until I found the right "position" to ensure the power input is detected. It is terribly frustrating. At this period of time, I'll remain offline most of the time and online when it's necessary. The hassle of recharging the battery keeps me off the laptop. To make things worse, I've a few TN forms that needs to be matched urgently and AIESEC.net is shifted into 'Read-only Mode', which means that whatever dealings that requires the use of Insight XP (e.g. editing, adding TN forms) could not be carried out for a period of time.

I've just came back from Penang yesterday (Saturday, 25th Feb) after the closing of the UUM's We CARE project which took place the day before. It was a short time spent in Penang and it's actually an unplanned trip but it's enough as I've to be there again on the following week when I'll be attending USM's BUDAYA concert in the university itself, coming Saturday. That's a planned trip =P. The concert sounds great and we're eagerly waiting till that night arrives, but for the period of 5 days before that, beginning tomorrow, my LC will be my concern. We'll be having our first GM (General Meet... any other suggestions or ideas for a better name than that...? =P) and AIESEC Annual Dance & Dinner, co-organizing with UKM which will take place in Equatorial Hotel, Kuala Lumpur on the same day, Friday, 3rd March. Before that, EBs Meet on Wednesday. Way to go...

Alright, the laptop is making noise again. I gotta get it shut down soon. I'm praying for a great week to follow. God bless.

Back To Business...

Alright, back to real business where I've to juggle between handling AIESEC and making sure I'm doing fine in my studies. One by one assignments are allocated to the students at the beginning of each semester, which is now. I can really feel the heat is on where effective time management is crucial here. Not careful enough, there I'll go, struggling behind to keep everything balanced. Nobody would ever want to be left behind, I'm sure.

1st week of the semester is coming to an end and I've already missed two lectures. Bad, I know... I don't want to justify as there's definitely a reason to that. My greatest achievement this week? Up to now, ...is AIESEC TBS Introduction Day/Information Session 2006. I was unhappy though as I've to set everything up on my own (with a little help from Victor) on that day and closed the session my own as well (this time, with a little help from Yoong Hui). Everyone was telling me it was an event well done but deep down in me, I've failed to utilize my members in that. I should've let my members handle because it's all about experience, huh? Anyway, another learning point there. Afterall, it really went well and the members were impressed with the presentations (I hope...=P). A couple of people signed up for AIESEC. Thanks to the UKMers as well for the materials and their show of support in participating in our session.

I'll be leaving for Port Dickson together with some of my EBs today (Friday) for a camp. It's about some leadership developing stuff, organized by TBS. Everyone's telling me of how interesting this camp will be. Any chance close to the AIESEC leadership development seminars? Lol. We'll see about it and I'm really looking forward to this. I wanna see how good this camp could be. I hope it's really good. I'm sure I'm gonna miss a lot of KL's events this weekend. Hope somebody would save some moments for me, at least in photographs =P.

We CARE Roadshow will be happening next week. I didn't hear much updates from either sides. Pretty worried here as I think the preparations ain't enough somehow. I've the feeling that it'll be a mess at the beginning. Hopefully, I'm wrong. But I've to keep myself from taking control of the team again. I'll be repeating my mistakes for taking experiences away from my members. All the best for them to prove me wrong. And I hope members from the organizing LC won't give my members any troubles too.

I've to get prepared for the trip. I have yet to pack a single thing in my rucksack. Gotta move my butt off my chair, in front of the computer. AIESEC will rock the camp. I'm certain that we will as we're gonna entertain the participants with our square dances! We're hot to GO! ;D

It's Valentine's Day!

Despite not being able to spend the day with someone I think I should, it's not too bad here going through the whole day today either. At least that's the way I console myself for the day. It's meant to be celebrated with loved ones, like close friends and family members, right? Although I'm missing her, I can only settle with the sweet sound of her voice for the day. Fortunately, i'm blessed with her presence in my heart.

It's okay, sweetheart. Don't be sorry for not being able to be with me and having no gift for this beautiful occasion. No gift for Valentine's Day? I don't think so. I've you in my life, the best gift I ever had.

Happy Valentine's Day.


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Learning Process 1 - Mamak Session

As being one of my favourite hobbies, mamak session will be one of the many favourites in most Malaysians' culture. Personally, I enjoy it because you get updates of your friends' daily activities, who they're into lately, how much they've spent in last three days and etc, but most importantly, you get to know about them better and how you can actually learn from them. I would sometimes think that how fortunate I am for not being in their position and be thankful of it. It helps in self-reflecting and analyzing too.

There was once when a friend, M told me that he has a dream. A dream of earning big bucks and living a life which every person in the whole world would be dreaming about. I saluted him for a fabulous dream and vision he is owning but is he taking the steps of realizing his dreams? What makes things worse are the attitude of him bragging all the way that he's already earning thousands of US DOLLARS and his late father has left him some valuable assets? In front of us who're close to him and know every single bits of his life? Awfully horrifying statement. To be frank, I admire his will to go big but isn't it a bit of an unnecassary action to brag imaginary things, just to catch some females' attention? Another friend of mine, P said he's a loser, who likes to brag. Is he really a loser? My opinion: No, he isn't a loser. A little sympathetic to this dear friend of mine and the real story is...

M's father passed away when he's still studying in high school. As being the eldest among
the three siblings, he has to be the breadwinner of his family. From the
current conditionof his family, he vowed to continue to provide a comfortable living
for them, taking over his father's legacy. That's why he has big dreams.
His intention is clear, sincere and kind. He wants to support his two younger
brothers in their studies. Assuming that he won't excel in studies anyway, therefore,
he chose not to further his tertiary studies after high school and save the money for
his brothers' acedemic fees instead. However, it made him developed a habit,
bragging the false and untrue.
It is understood that the real reason for him doing that is because he doesn't want
anybody to see the hell that he's now going through. He wants to be known as a normal
and capable person, just like everybody else. I pity him for that but talking about the false
without knowing the limit can do damage to himself one day. Instead of building confidence
to himself, he'll lose it terribly when everyone finds out that he can't be trusted and no one
would listen to him. The trust will be gone. He'll be known as someone who can't be frank
to himself and everybody else.

I've known M for almost 8 years. I've never given up hope on him. As being a friend who's the closest to him after his brothers, I really, really admire his will to go beyond everybody's doubts. What I'm afraid of is, before he can really make it (I know he will), everybody has already turn their backs on him. Then, he'll experience the most terrible moment of his life and eventually, harmful to his self-esteem and confidence.

Till then, hope he'll really understand why do I keep on reminding him to keep his feet solely on the ground. God bless.

Los Lonely Boys - More Than Love



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This blog of mine had experienced some funny setbacks for a couple of days and got me a little upset too. Why upset? I've been keeping tracks with the blogs of the people I know through the "Link" I've created in my blog page. They had lost twice. First was when I accidentally chose a new design outline wihout saving my HTML codes and it meant that I've to start searching for the lost URLs. I had to do the same again recently when my HTML code gone nuts suddenly... and my main page of the blog showed nothing except some funny HTML codes. This means that technology can't be too reliable sometimes and I hate looking for the same URLs over and over again.
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